First of all I can’t wait for this month’s launch of Firefox 3. I have been using it over Safari lately. Well not as a replacement but I have been using them pretty much interchangeably. Firefox just feels better for some things. Since it’s still in beta, not all of the extension I use in firefox work.
On to the main reason of my post. I am feeling a little bit of anxiety due to a potential job. If everything is OK, I will be in training this coming weekend. This is a good thing obviously. I just don’t know what I am going to do. I have no money. I don’t have any transportation if I am chosen. Hell at the moment, I don’t even know how I am going to eat for the week. There are a few other things I have to consider like getting cleaned up and getting my laundry done. My Lon Chaney look isn’t going to cut it.
I do know I will find a way though. I have gotten this far, haven’t I? I can’t allow myself to fall apart as things just about seem to be coming together. Aside from all of the people who have faith in me, I have faith in myself. By the way, I thank you all. I know I can do this. I just need the dark clouds to abate.
I have taken the tests and know that I was at least a top performer. I may have been the only person with some familiarity of all of the apps we were tested on. I will be highly disappointed if I am passed over for the job which is what’s been happening to me over the last year. It just gets discouraging sometimes.