This year I have decided to do the Twelve Days of Christmas from my point of view. It will give me a chance to look back and explore my feelings about this time of year. I am usually really unhappy, this time of year. This year, it’s different. I am neither, happy nor sad, nor am I indifferent. How can this be?
Well I am not sure. Perhaps this is just a part of my growth. Maybe, just maybe, I am letting go of what used to make me so sad and just haven’t figured out how to be happy during the holidays, yet.
I haven’t sat down and really thought about what subjects I will cover over the next twelve days. I rarely do. I usually just sit or lay and start pecking away at the keyboard.
Perhaps, it will not be a recounting of sadder days. It might just be positive conclusions to less happy times. I could be the present day observations of my life’s journey. It will, likely, be all of the above.
Anyway, stay tuned, strap in, hold tight… This is sure to be one hell of a ride.
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