I Don't Know

For the first time in over a month, I have had a good night’s sleep. I did not sleep all the way through, nor did i sleep the whole night but, the approximately, four hours I did get was better than I had been getting.

My sleep pattern had become so out of whack with sleepless nights and sleeping too much throughout the day. I was getting some sleep, just not good sleep. Sometimes even waking up not knowing where I was, that isn’t good. I tried to stay up to reset but sleep always claimed me when it wanted to.

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Was up all night again. Finally fell to sleep late this morning. Woke up a couple of times to look around. I think I might developing a bit of paranoia. I managed to sleep a good portion of the day, been up for about five hours. My question now is, am I unable to sleep at night because something is bothering me or is it that I am getting enough sleep during the day?

I did manage to talk to Tanya for like five hours this morning. Funny thing, I am still surprised, we actually talk… sincerely and honestly. She is becoming a good friend. Helping me think about things. Who would have thought, huh?

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