As usual I took a moment to read through my previous Year in Review. I am proud of how much I have grown over the years.
This year, I have risen and fallen as usual. People have come and gone. Those of you still here, I hope you will stick around. Even those of you in my silent cheering section. I know you are there. You guys pop up from time to time.
I know, I know, I suck… I really do have good reason. I have been having a really rough time lately. So much has been going on and I don’t know where to start, not where to start telling but where to position myself to begin getting some of this taken care of.
I have been in almost a dream state. I feel broken, shattered, not whole lately. I have the feeling of things closing in around me, tightening.
