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The Weirdest Dream

Tuesday, January 27th, 2009

You know those times you wake up and can’t remember what you dreamt about or whether or not you have dreamed. Fortunately, or unfortunately, depending on your point of view, this was not the case for me this morning. Too bad I am not writing while the horror is still fresh in my mind.

The dream was extremely vivid. I woke up screaming this morning… Well not exactly screaming… I was awakened because I heard myself moaning loadly. I had been screaming in my dream. I am still quite a bit confused by what had taken place.

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A Skeptic’s Dream

Saturday, August 16th, 2008

Some people might think that I can be emotional, but for the most part I am a stoic and will only show you or say what I want you to hear or know. I can’t hold it all in after all. I sometimes wish things weren’t like that. I wish I could share more, but with who?

In my perfect world, I am not shy and can speak my mind openly. I don’t have to worry about who will not approve or who might disagree. Unfortunately, a lot of the time I do, Well most of the time I don’t. I am almost completely self contained. I live in my own world. I am learning not to care about certain things.

Even though I might hide it well. I do care. I care about what she thinks, I care about what he thinks, sometimes I care about what you think.

Love is something that escapes me. Why? I am not sure. Maybe due to my shyness. Maybe, I am not making enough connections. Maybe I just don’t feel as though I deserve to be loved. In my dreams, I am lovable. I am worthy.

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