Posts Tagged ‘personal’

Twelve Days… I suck

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008

I know, I know, I suck… I really do have good reason. I have been having a really rough time lately. So much has been going on and I don’t know where to start, not where to start telling but where to position myself to begin getting some of this taken care of.

I have been in almost a dream state. I feel broken, shattered, not whole lately. I have the feeling of things closing in around me, tightening.

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On the First Day… Birth of a Grinch

Sunday, December 14th, 2008

I wish I could have stolen some of your Christmas’ growing up.

I did not have the easiest of childhoods. Most of us didn’t. I can remember going across the street to my paternal Grandmother’s, where my only aunt would crack the door with chain behind it only to say to me “We ain’t got nothing for you,” then close the door and I’d take the steps down and come home. It was like this every year.

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