Posts Tagged ‘progress’

Finding My Center

Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008

I have been struggling, increasingly since getting laid off, to find my center. It seems that I am falling more and more out of personal alignment. I am not sure what’s going on.

I don’t have the desire to do anything. I look in the mirror, sometimes I don’t even know who I am. What am I doing?

I haven’t blogged in forever. I have been justifying this with I either don’t have anything to blog about or that I don’t want to fill the blog with negativity, but the truth is, I just don’t have the desire. I guess I am entitled.

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Finally, Some Good News

Thursday, June 19th, 2008

I have decided not to make this unnecessarily long and drawn out. The last couple of weeks have been hell for me. I have been on this on going spiral of waiting and miscommunication. Finally, I have a break. I pretty much smashed the test and they like me. Yesterday, I was a bit bummed because I got hit with a tentative start date of July 11.

I was like what the fuck. That is like a month away and in my mind that’s forever not to mention the position could become unavailable during this time. I would have been out of work for a year, June 26. This afternoon, as I was explaining the situation to my son who is now Plurking, I got a call from my agency notifying me that they just received an email from the company stating that my official start date will be July 7.

This doesn’t seem so far away for me since I guess I know it’s a sure thing at this point. It isn’t the shift that I wanted but I can definitely work around it and make adjustments as needed. Most of all I can start getting ready for my son’s return to school and do something for my birthday.